Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Baking with a broken heart

I got dumped yesterday :( I kind of saw it coming, but it still hurts.  We just weren't on the same page with things. And I respect him for it - he did the right thing and it was the best relationship I've ever been in.  As I look back on it now, I can see more warning signs of the end is near.  We went over 2 weeks without seeing eachother (which was extremely uncommon for us), we were barely talking, he didn't say anything about my blog - I don't even know if he has read it at all.  The list goes on and on.  It always hurts when a break up happens, but this one is different.  I thought that he was "the one" - as cliched as that sounds, I could actually picture myself marrying this man and starting a life with him.  (I came close to marrying an ex, went ring shopping, looked into buying a house, and when it came down to it, I couldn't see myself marrying him and ended the relationship).  It was different with him, I was happy and everything in me told me it was right. 

So here I am, in my kitchen trying to bake and be happy.  Just not happening.  All I could do was pull out the tub of cookie dough from the freezer, let it thaw,



luckily i had some left over
from the cupcakes
  and bake off the cookies.


didn't make much, but
its something
 My heart just isn't in it today.  I will try to make something later, but who knows how it will turn out. 

7 comments:

  1. I hope the cookies were good at least.

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  2. Awww.....baking isn't nearly as much fun when you're not happy, no wonder you didn't make the batter yourself:>) Stop looking for "the one" and he'll turn up!

    I think I need the recipe for the Rolo cookies!

    AD

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  3. Fred - the cookies were alright.

    AD - It's about time you posted!! :) I will email you both recipes for the Rolo cookies. That way UD can get mad at me and Im not even there :)

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  4. Wah, I'd missed this post, too. I'm so sorry, CB. You'll find the right person--I'm sure of it. I'd basically given up myself when Niner came into my life. Never expected it, sure wasn't looking for it, and yet, it's the best thing EVER. The same will happen to you, just watch. I mean, HELL, you're a total catch!!!

    The Guy missed out.

    HUGS!

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  5. Thanks Lynda! Im doing great - already been on a couple of dates too :)

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